i probably don't like you

so, ben (excuse me, benji) started a blog and i like it. i decided that blogging would be a great way to procrastinate and now i don't have to check perezhilton.com every 30 minutes. (yea, i am one of those. perez is a guilty pleasure...i might not know who is winning the election, but you can bet i know where britney is or if amy winehouse is doing crack again. it's disgusting, i know.)

as for the title of this post: it's true, i probably don't like you. ESPECIALLY if you are done with school, making money, and/or dating/married to someone who is living somewhere in the continental US. i recognize that this is not how i am called to live or love- so i am praying through it. and don't worry, even if i don't like you, i'll still be nice to you. what is comes down to: i'm a jealous person and that's no good. hopefully, i'm a work in progress....